mine

this day, although i still love him who faraway from me but now i already have someone that could make me happy everyday. i'm happy if he always by my side always make me happy. he always smile at me, i love the way he smile. it make me happy everyday even though i'm not in my mood he still can make me  smile. he is my happy virus, i really like him. Everything about him, yes,he is smaller then me but its okay. it doesn't matter, because i really love him the way he is.

#iloveyou

#080715

can't stop

this night i just keep hearing your song. repeat it again and again, my tears can't stop flowing because of it you remain me of everything. i hope we could meet one day. if the day is come it's okay if you with someone else as long as i can go travel with you as what i plan now. but at this time, i can't do anything i just gonna keep crying and wait for that time. you gonna be so happy if you can travel with me. hopefully. i love you, forever love. although we faraway apart,our age is get older and you more older than me. it's okay, i can accept it. as long as you love, and i always love you. i'm gonna hug you tightly, and never gonna leave you. 

      THANK YOU, SORRY, I LOVE YOU.     

keep thinking and practice

i was keep thinking what will happen if i do that and be like that, is it risky or will not gonna effort my future, or just bring me to the wrong way. my head hurt just because i keep thinking about all this. if i suddenly give up to achieve what i wanted then i'm gonna start crying because i'm afraid that i will regret it..aarrggghhh!!!! its hard to believe that i cant make a choice. all in this earth is not always it will gone when the time is come,same like him and me. i think i'm gonna give up,but i still gonna keep practicing.

why 'the reason'?

The reason to catch up my dream..its hard to be, but i'm gonna try so hard to get it. its hard to achieve with my situation right now. i need to study hard to achieve it. nobody knows what i wanted to be, i really want it. either its impossible but i'm gonna make it possible, because all human are same but if we want to be like other people that can achieve their dream we need to work really hard. some people if i tell them what i want to be they just think that i'm joking and just say it. i'm gonna prove it to you that i can be what i wanna be. my dream is a half of my life. LOVE, JOB, HAPPINESS, and NICE FUTURE.